Saturday, November 20, 2010

nukilan adikku..

seumur hidup aku.. ini yang pertama..
pintu hati ku diketuk oleh dua jejaka..
punyai ciri selama ini ku cari..
berbeza wajah tampannya tetap asli..

kalau ku pilih di sini, apa kata disana..
kalau ku pilih di sana, di sini akan terluka..
perlukah aku pilih keduanya..
bahagi kasih seadil-adilnya..

sungguh.. ku merasa resah..
untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah..
namun ku ada pepatah yang aku gubah..

disana hanyalah menanti..
sampai bila pun ku tak pasti...
bertanya khabar melalui facebook..
tanpa sekali bertemu muka..
namun ku tahu dia setia..

dan disini tetap menunggu..
berada jelas di mataku..
kasih tak luak terhadap aku..
sanggup menunggu kata putus ku..
sayang ketabahanmu menawan ku..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

shock!

continued..
       last night  i was chatting with him again.. as usual.. talked about our daily life.. sometimes filled with jokes.. it was fun! i'm really feel comfortable with him.. it was fun when provokes him.. until sometimes he'll get touching with it.. just cute! love doing that.. otherwise, he was a nice guy, he didn't mad or something to me..sometimes our jokes related to our feelings.. i'm scared but i didnt tell him.. from our earlier introduction, few days ago, i sence something that happen between us, but i'm just denied it, cause i dont want to feel that way.. and i thought our jokes are only jokes..i really hopes that he didnt take it seriously.. but then.. suddenly he ask me a question that makes me numb.. i.. really.. didnt expect this.. am i? then, when he heard my answer, he just then admit something..what am i gonna do???

someone..

             i met someone..coincidently.. he was my ex-schoolmate.. i didn't recognize him actually..
because his not from my class.. so its hard  for me 2 remember which one is him.. it started when we're joining our primary's school Facebook.. from there we were start chatting n what so ever.. all of us were gathered there..just like a reunion..it was really fun! i will not regret it.. we were talked about our childhood memories.. just like a flash back film.. it was ease when there still someone that know me, remember me even we're not see each other for a long time.. its been 7 years as i remember.. its long enough for me.. everyone looks different from before.. ha ha.. its sometimes it is funny when look at their photo's.. some of them look mature enough, others looks like baby face.. and also there are some make me sick to look at it.. but over all, i was thankful for the person who made this group.. he makes us gathered again.. even from different classes,but still from 1 school.. happening and cherish!
            back to the real story.. so, i met this guy.. i dont know how he looks or how he was.. just knew him.. one of my ex-school mate.. well, there nothing much to say about.. we were just talking about the past.. then about our life now.. he was studying somewhere that far far away from here.. taking a good course..he was nice person.. so far..hehe.. i think so.. it was really nice meeting him.. it had been almost a week i knew him.. it was fun talking 2 him.. no stress,relax and easy going.. sometimes i make him cleared me about something that bothered me about islam which he more excellent in it.. is it? excellent? is it suitable? think so.. :) so.. that is it! dont know what more 2 say even though there's still i want to say just dont know how.. so i decided to stop here.. right now while i'm writing in here, but i'm still chatting with him.. so.. keep up with the new one..

Thursday, November 11, 2010

percubaan.. diri..

i was new 2 this world.. evrything looks so hard n challenging.. i try my hard to get trough this...

dunia penulisan bukan asing lg bg diriku.. sejak kecil diri  ku diasuh untuk meminati bidang penulisan.. tidak kira dalam bahasa melayu mahupun inggeris.. mungkin bg sesetengah org, ianya sukar.. benar.. kerana untuk memiliki sebuah penulisan yg menarik, memerlukan berbagai perasaan di dalam nye.. suka, duka.. pahit manis..menceburkan diri dalam bidang penulisan tidak memerlukan kita untuk terlalu mencipta sebuah cerita yang penuh dramatis, atau sebagainya..sekadar coretan harian mencukupi sebagai permulaan.. ia juga bukan sekadar tulisan yang tidak bermakna.. tp juga merupakan luahan isi ati yang selama ini dipendam yang dicurahkan di atas helaian-helaian kertas.. setiap coretan yang terhasil adalah hasil nukilan sebuah hati.. inilah pengenalan bg diriku..